I've just kinda stopped caring what other people think at this point. They either sit there and are nice to you to your face but shit talk when you aren't around, or they pretend to be your friend until they decide they're done using you and you're no longer entertaining enough. There are very few people who actually have my trust and would shock me if they backstabbed me. Its getting frustrating and I think I'm done trying to make friends. I think from now on I'm good with just my boyfriend being the only constant person in my life. Sure, its nice having other people, but its not something that will bother me if I don't.

I've just plain had enough backstabbing and people becoming assholes randomly. I know Justin wouldn't do that, and I know that Jeff wouldn't either. And there you go, that's two people who I trust and are pretty constant. I'm all good with that.

As far as the rest of my life is going, we got an appartment and i got a promotion and a raise. Which is nice. We have internet now too.

Well that's all i really have to say for now. So here's a playlist.


Rusted from the Rain- Billy Talent
Twin Sized Bed- Death Cab for Cutie
I don't give a fuck- Dope
I've Got you Under my Skin- Sinatra
Everywhere I Go- Hollywood Undead
I'm not Sick but I'm Not Well- Lit
Thank You For the Venom- My Chemical Romance
Let the Monster Rise- Repo! the Genetic Opera(a musical)
That's What You Get- Paramore
Boten Anna- Basshunter